Cute old couple.

Laverne and I would always admire old couples. Whenever we went out dating or having lunch or dinner at coffee shops, our hearts would be melted when we see old couples still together eating and chatting. Different couples have different actions. Some would still be chatting and some wouldn't talk at all and just slowly slurping their "koay teow soup" or their "kopi o". If i wasn't mistaken, there was once i saw an old couple holding hands under the table. wooooo hooo! how sweet!

Today i have an encounter with them again. Just want to blog it for memory sake. This afternoon Greg came over to take something from me. As i was walking back to the lift, i saw the lift door closing. I managed to push the lift button in time and the door reopened. Inside the lift, there was a puzzled old couple wondering what had happened. I giggled in my heart looking at their reaction.

The old man smiled at me and i smiled back. Then i realized that they haven't press the floor number yet. I pressed "5". The old lady says, "fai tit kam yee la, fai tit kam yee la" (faster press 2, faster press 2). hahaha... so cute. by the time they press the lift door already closed (the lift door wont close that fast if you didn't press the close button, if you get what i mean). I was abit worried there that if they press too late the lift will go up to my floor first.

Very strong smell of ointment in the lift which reminds me about my grandma. Finally the lift reached 2nd floor. The old man pressed the close button. Both of them panicked. Then i realized the old lady is holding a walking stick and she walks very slowly. The old man quickly pressed the open button and let his wife out first. What a gentleman! The old man then turned around and smiled at me indicating to me to hold the lift door. I quickly held the open button and look at the old man walking slowly out. He then turn around again and wave to me. I waved back and gave him a smile. hahahahha... I felt happy just looking at them. On my way up to my floor i was thinking how to blog this. ;)


*disclaimer: Picture for illustration purposes only. Not the ones i mentioned; they are chinese.

My wife...

Laverne not yet my wife... (will be in near future, see if she wants to marry me or not) This wife, i marry for about almost 7 years now. She has been faithful.

My friends keep on asking whats her name. But i also don't know. I only call her my electric guitar.


Yes. My ESP Ltd MH-100. Made in Taiwan. No longer manufactured. My faithful wife. However she's not my first wife. My first wife is Yamaha EG101 which i left it in hometown. I want to bring her back. Latest news i've heard from Alor Setar, my brother used it as self defense weapon. Apparently he heard some noise downstairs in the living room one night and he thought was some thieves. So yah.. I dunno whether the guitar was 'hurt' in the process.

Back to my second wife. She's quite old already. (guitar life also x7 years like dog life? i dont know) Look at the rust at the screws (dun think you can see it). But she still looks beautiful.. muahhh...


However, one day while bringing her to church, i accidentally injured her. You can call me mean or evil but it was an accident. I put her head to a rotating fan. I'm sorry dear.. So she had a big scar at her forehead.


Look at her E string. Came out edy. But luckily she's smart and comes with a locking system. Therefore i still can strum her.. woo hoo! Maybe its time to get a third wife? Nyahahaha.. i will still love you ok. 2 is better den 1 and 3 is better than 2.

*disclaimer: doesn't apply to humans.

Its just one of those days...

Its just one of those days..
when you don't wanna wake up..

Reminds me of a Limp Bizkit song. But the rest of the lyrics are vulgar so go find out yourself.

Responsibilities, burdens, worries, depression, exams.. They just come to you at one time.
Its just one of those days. A rare one indeed.

Whatever.

If i have a machine gun, i will shoot the devil where it hurts most.

If i have a feather, i will tie the devil up and tickle his soles. Then i will employ people to take turns tickling him until he peed in his pants (if he wears one... i wonder).

When he's thirsty i would let him drink his pee.

NYAHAHAHHAHAHA. or am I the devil now? err..

The Red Door

There was once a beautiful red door. This door is the only way into a wonderful city, full of people, full of joy, full of happiness with mysteries yet revealed.

And its about time that the city needs expand and grow whereby the city need to be connected to other cities, have mutual understanding with people around it. The door begins to open and receive people from outside.

However, thieves and robbers started to come in. They poison the people there, kill their child and destroy their homes. People are living in chaos and there is restlessness in the atmosphere.

Soon the people decided that the red door must be guarded. Therefore it was heavily guarded and only certain people can go through that door. The door has also been reinforced with metal and steel and it is no longer the beautiful door as before. It looks mean, dirty and angry.

But somehow, intruders still managed to slip in. They went in when they are off guard. Chaos still happen in the city. People are crying out. Something must be done.

Finally, the door is shut tight. The city is totally cut off from the outside. No way in, no way out. Nothing can be shared, nothing can be received. The door looks really run down. Since the door had shut, there is a different problem in the city. Instead of the chaos thats happening, the people start to die. They need the good things from the outside. They need food drinks and clothes that they get from the outside. They couldn't switch back to what was before. The people there has been infected with diseases. They started to act weird and started to kill themselves.

Due to desperation and some of the sane people left in the city, the door finally opens again. But this time around, can the city withstand the intruders?

no more...

Yes!

maggie no more.

No way man i am going to be here tonight eating noodles.

i am going to have fun eating whatever i like.

ADIOS. i'm off

my girlfriend..

i love my girlfriend...


she loves me too.

instant noodles.

again.

and it sucked.

hate it.

Is blogging that simple?

Blogging..
i wonder who do people blog? i wonder why do i blog?

Some people do it for fun, some do it to waste their time, others just want to be heard. For me blogging is another method we express ourselves, just like singing, dancing and acting. You could say it is a form of art. Well many people may have different opinions about blogging and some may not agree with what i think. SCREW YOU! ITS MY THOUGHT NOT YOURS!

just joking.

Recently, my uni has came out with some guidelines for blogging. WHAT? YOU ARE TRYING TO TELL ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE? eh, chill chill... Due to some blogs that are offensive or maybe criticizing the lecturers, the uni has come up with guidelines to teach us how to blog. Initially i was like " what is this, now you have guidelines and rules on how we want to express ourselves and what we want to write? Its our personal blog not yours." so i didn't even bother to finish reading the whole email that the university sent to all the students.

However i came to realize that there are reasons why the university do these. You see our words are our bond, and man (human i mean) should hold accountable and be responsible to whatever they are saying. Life and death arises from the power of the tongue. The words we speak (or write) could leave an impact to others, either positively or negatively. I started to understand that the university is not trying just to protect other people, but the blogger himself/herself.

Sometimes we don't realize that the things that we say are 'creative'. What i meant was we can create something by just us speaking. Martin Luther King created a change by giving one of the most famous speech, "I have a dream...". Words can stir emotions and gives encouragement and energy to one. However words also can tear down and hurt someone. It can cause destruction too. I am sure terrorist leaders have their famous speeches as well. If not how could one be convinced to take up the job to hijack a plane or strap dynamites to himself/herself? I wouldn't want to surrender my life and blow myself up for no reason.

I dont think there is such thing as "i take back my words" or "i delete this blog entry". I also dont believe in "sticks and stones may break my bone, but words can never hurt me". You can say you are not hurt but you are angry inside without knowing it. As i've said earlier, you never know what your words can create if you just throw it out without much thinking and consideration. That is why the university is setting up guidelines for these people who dont think and vomit out their words through their stomach without passing through the brain. You will still be childish if you don't hold responsibility of what you say and expect your lecturers and parents to clean up after you.

I believe that blogging should be taken seriously as well as we might not know who will read our blog. I dont know about you but words have changed my life and influenced me to make certain decisions in life. However, i still cant decide for you on how you want to speak or blog but your words are your bond.

Updates...

Its been a month since i have blogged. So much has happened and its all good. Happiest of all, my cell group multiplied! Finally after about 2 years taking over the cell group, we are ready for multiplication. Praise God, that still the attendance was high during the SJC Rocks weekend!

Talking about SJC Rocks, what i can say is wow! Our church production never fails to 'wow' me. Alot of hard work has been put into this production and i know that the cast spent sleepless nights practicing for it. City Harvest members are committed bunch of people. I have heard that the funky graffiti background was done by the one students, and the only start work after the drama practice, which is about 10-11pm! My praises to all of them who worked so hard to make SJC a success. Without them, i wouldn't have any breakthrough attendance and also about 5 new friends went up fro altar call in my cell group! Errr.. a musical production can get people saved? why not? We did it!

I am really excited by the change of atmosphere in our church as City Harvest is experiencing revival. People would line up long queues for services or even wait for the next service is the first service is too full. God is moving!

For the past few weeks, i have been bombarded by exams and assignments. Now that they are over (not actually), i need to prepare for my finals which is coming October. I have got good marks for my assignments as well and praise God for the friends that He put around me. Without them helping me i probably would have failed.

i'll post of some pictures which i have taken for the past few weeks soon. I know its boring to listen to my life story without some images. Nyahahahaa.. Check out my cell website at www.e13rox.blogspot.com

ahhhhhhhhhh

It has been a while since I blogged. This page seems so lonely. Its not like multiply where you will know that people would come to visit once in a while.

I am confused. Am i really that busy or i am just stressed up? Am i hitting the ceiling or am i going the wrong way? I hate emo person but i feel like i am a emo person now. I throw tantrums and I retaliate. Sometimes i would just sit down and do nothing, but yet it does not make me happy. Instead i felt guilty for wasting time. I don't want to wake up in the morning.

I believe i am stressed. Am I? If i am, then about what? My studies? maybe. Anatomy test coming. and i am not prepared. I felt like so many things are crying out for my attention. But i just want to put them aside. I need company. I need someone to talk to. I need someone who would really understand me. Just let me vent it out.

I need God.

numb

am i turning numb?
am i being sick and tired?
the same thing repeats again and again and again.
i dont like it and i dont want to be numb either.
hope i wont accept this fact one day.
?

Against Animal Cruelty!

"Dogs noosed with metal wires are slashed across the groin until they bleed to death as the wire noose cuts into their throat." - BBC News

"...cats strangled outside their cages as other cats look on." - BBC News

Humans are evil.

typical argentinians.. they cheat.

and copy too.. hahaha..

somebody please tell them, "wrong sport la! the basketball court is not here!"

still dare to say God helped him. =.="

wakawakawakawakawaka....

When You're Gone

Latest hit by Avril Lavigne. The lyrics are superb.

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Title: When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

Numb

Artist: Linkin Park
Title: Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you


I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be

A Picture

a picture speaks a thousand words but not enough to tell you a human's heart

people who would make lectures more interesting

With people like these, who would sleep during lectures?

i'm sorry i have to post this

yes.. this is so funny. i saw this from a multiply group.

They decided to have 3rd place playoff for Champions League.
This year they called it FA cup final

No wonder Man Utd opted for AIG sponsorship
Almost In Greece.

P/S: for football fans only.

Difference between a Professional and a childish sore looser..

Sir Alex Ferguson admitted Manchester United 'cut their own throats' with their poor first-half performance against AC Milan. 'It is disappointing to come so close,' said Ferguson. 'We had done so well to get here.'Milan were fresher and better prepared physically but we had to cope better with that situation.'We had to get through the first 25 minutes of the game without cutting our own throats. But we gave away two sloppy goals. We should not be losing goals like that.

- Soccernet.com

Sir Alex held his hands up and admitted the best team had won as United crashed to a 3-0 defeat in the San Siro.

"We gave away goals very cheaply and at this level you can't do that," the United boss told Sky Sports. "Credit to them, they pressed us really well and were very well prepared. They were certainly sharper and quicker to the ball. They've been good winners."

- Manutd.com

Chelsea boss Jose Mourinho claimed the Blues were the better team on the night as his side crashed out of the Champions League on penalties to Liverpool. "We were the best team today, even against a team only playing for the Champions League," he added. "In extra-time we were the only team who tried to win."

- Soccernet.com

They did it AGAIN!!!!!

oh yes! my team did it again? Luck again? please.. grow up. stop being so childish and admit that Liverpool is the better team.


MUahahahahahahahha... we will see another repeat of ISTANBUL.. Liverpool vs AC Milan!

speechless..

i got this link from my friend's blog...



how did he do that???

output..

whenever i am sad, unhappy or angry, i would watch funny videos on youtube. This is one of them



To avoid imploding, these are my good source of stress releasing. Well what is yours?

Good Charlotte concert..

Yeah.. i went..
But i went at 1120pm. hehee.. when i reach home i could hear them so loud. so i walked over..
even though i could just see them from the screen outside, but i am impressed.
Actually i went over to learn see how they play music and i can see that they really enjoyed their music. And the sound and the camera shots were so good!
Concert feeling is always fun. That is why people would pack themselves with so many sweaty people. Just for the atmosphere.
There is something to learn here. Great atmosphere attracts people. Presence of God attracts people too..

when i'm tired of wearing underwear outside...

Your results:
You are Dr. Doom

Dr. Doom 75% The Joker 69% Juggernaut 65% Lex Luthor 62% Green Goblin 61% Mr. Freeze 60% Apocalypse 58% Magneto 57% Kingpin 56% Riddler 52% Venom 46% Two-Face 37% Dark Phoenix 36% Catwoman 36% Poison Ivy 34% Mystique 29%

Blessed with smarts and power but burdened by vanity.

Click here to take the "Which Super Villain are you?" quiz...

I am superman... Who are you?

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman 70% The Flash 65% Supergirl 62% Hulk 60% Green Lantern 55% Robin 54% Batman 45% Iron Man 40% Catwoman 40% Wonder Woman 37% Spider-Man 15%

You are mild-mannered, good, strong and you love to help others.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

working in a lab...

My ambition is to become a scientist. Where one day i would inject some special viral DNA into a specimen and suddenly the organism would bite me.. and i'll become...

SPIDERMAN!!!!!

or...

CICAKMAN!!

NOTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha

eye watering...

Poor thing. Less than 1 year old, being abused my the master. Scratches all around because dropped on the floor more than 100 times. Recently just drop into a puddle of water. Screen protector change twice already. Now Samsung SGH-D820 is "merajuk-ing". Sometimes it will off by itself. Sometimes it would not on. Sometimes, it will off when i need it to on for alarm clock!

I'm so sorry. Please don't treat me like this. I will treat you better. (alasan starts here) Its just that you are so cute and tiny and light that i didn't notice you so i dropped you. Its not my fault. Please work. I will need to send you for checkups soon. I will love you more. Don't fail me. Anyone out there know whether is there any casing for this phone?

P/S: this is not a hint to my dad to buy me iPhone. I still love this phone.

P/S #2 : If anyone out there wanna bless me iPhone i wont mind.

mouth watering...

This is so cool. Although it is quite bulky, but the functions are so cool. Beat Sony Ericsson kao kao. FUIIIIIIIII-YOHHHHHHHHH....

But one thing i'm not sure of.. Is it a 3-G phone? i dont think so..

cure for insomia..

Its so not easy... its hard... somebody.. hand me 2 toothpicks... my eyess.. they are like the alibaba's cave.. closing.. closing..

Curse him.

Satan is happy when things go wrong. Curse him. Stay in hell u idiot.

Friends...

Friends.. friends they come and go, but the sweet + bitter memories of them remains in your head.
As i am going back for chinese new year this year, i'm excited to meet up with all my old school friends. Some of them will not be back this time around. People like Joe, Jack and David. They are my closest friends during my high school. all i can do now is to view their friendster and look at their pictures and think to myself, " wow, they are enjoying themselves and having a great time."

Yes, all of them have met new sets of friends and i myself too have a new set of friends and also enjoying myself. But its fun to remember back to those old days where we would escape class together, hanging out together, playing pool + snooker together, and just go for tuition together. Those gossips about people we dont like ;-) gossips about who is attached with who etc etc.. those are all good good memories.

But sometimes when we get too busy, we tend to forget about them and ignored them. Well friends, close and far, fat & thin, rich & poor, close and not so close, sometimes i might have ignored you and forgotten about you, but just want to tell you all that you are still in my mind and i really appreciate the friendship that we had together these years and really really do hope that we still keep in touch.. Take care all of you and i really really hope that we could meet up and catch up with one another again. Hope none of us would be too busy by then ;)

*guys, if you dont want your photo here, please inform me.. sorih i curik ur photos.. hahaha
** disclaimer : if i didnt put your photo here doesnt mean you are not my friend.. hehe okok?

what to do?

what to do? what should i do? express.. don't suppress.. GODDDDDDDDD................. its all up to You now.

heartbreak..

i feel useless.. i feel like a failure. God help me. Lead me in what i do. every single decision i make doesn't bear fruit. i thought i was doing right but i was not. i thought i'm good but i am not. i am crushed. i don't know. i don't like this. what is happening to me? help. its painful. i thought i was generous. but i realized today that i am selfish. i am soo selfish. serve me right. what was i thinking? deliver me o God. i had negative thoughts in me.. i know its wrong.

Crushed

Purrrrrfect end...

730 am
Jumped out of bed. Send my dear to work. zoooooom! straight to uni.

900 am
I sat down at the foyer, switch on my laptop and here goes... *type*type*type*scribble*scribble*scribble*tap tap tap on calculator buttons* Ahhhhhhhhh.. how come not balanced?????? Balance sheet, profit and loss statement, cash flow statements flying everywhere...

200 pm
i'm hungry. no time. ran down to cafeteria. grab 2 sandwiches. swallowed them. back to work.

215 pm
still hungry. ahhhhhhhhhhhh... i asked my friend to call the emergency hotline. McDonalds.

300 pm
My burger came, and i swallowed it. back to work.. Really thank God for Michelle and Hasyim who were helping me all along with this assignment. but then, still lots more to go.

500 pm
Oh no! already 5! stil lots more. i can do it i can do it!!

545 pm
messaged my dear, saying that i couldnt make it to pick her up from work. Ahhhhhh! i felt so bad. Horrible horrible.. She's understanding and she just said its ok. I am super duperly tired. lucky i'm a Christian. If not i will curse all the way.

600 pm
my dear messaged me that Kar wai couldnt send her home.. she got no transport home. Poor thing. I got some tips from michelle and i packed up my things and will finish it later.. Off i go to rescue my baby

615 pm
J.A.M

630 pm
J.A.M

645 pm
Traffic jammed again. ahhhhhhh.... WHY OH!

700 pm
i dont feel like talking to anyone. just my dear. and she called and was so sweet & caring.. woo hooo...

710 pm
Finally reached minlon. ahhh.. picked her up and she gave me a hug.. *melted*

800 pm
after sending her home, i went to church for worship practice. Then i borrowed my car to my friend for emergency use. Luckily i am not on duty this week. if not *pengsan* i was just there trying to finish my work. AHHHHHHH! still cant balance! Then the practice was not good. had a good round of "counselling" from ZH.

1110 pm
ahhh.. i think i'll just do it at home.. tired... but.. where's my car? its supposed to be here at 1030. OH NO~~~ called my friend.. couldnt get him. *&^%##%^ ahhhh.. okok cannot cannot...
finally i found out that he is still in pudu. something popped up.

1200 pm
Really really not happy. got back my car and rushed straight home. oh wait. i forgot to take the charger from church office! ahhhhh! Greg might need it. oh no... i'm already in bukit jalil. WAIT! i forgot to fetch my another friend! ahhhhh... all the way back to church.. then to Cheras and back to bukit jalil. My stomach is growling like a hungry wolf.

115 pm
Called my dear.. ask her whether i need to bring the charger for Greg or not. She asked me to come.. i got changed into more comfortable clothes, grabbed the soggy pack of biscuit and off i go!

130 pm
Reached my dears house. She opened the door with the warmest smile that i have ever seen, and asked me.. "have you eaten dear?" nope.. "help me, help me!" my stomach yells. "I have cooked for you..." Wow.. never felt so happy b4. i ate the tastiest indo mee in my life and also drank the nicest iced milo that i have ever had. i got a back massage from my baby too. wow... sweetest moment of my life... *melted*

I will have diabetes soon...

Sweet.... very very sweet...