Friday, September 7, 2007

ahhhhhhhhhh

It has been a while since I blogged. This page seems so lonely. Its not like multiply where you will know that people would come to visit once in a while.

I am confused. Am i really that busy or i am just stressed up? Am i hitting the ceiling or am i going the wrong way? I hate emo person but i feel like i am a emo person now. I throw tantrums and I retaliate. Sometimes i would just sit down and do nothing, but yet it does not make me happy. Instead i felt guilty for wasting time. I don't want to wake up in the morning.

I believe i am stressed. Am I? If i am, then about what? My studies? maybe. Anatomy test coming. and i am not prepared. I felt like so many things are crying out for my attention. But i just want to put them aside. I need company. I need someone to talk to. I need someone who would really understand me. Just let me vent it out.

I need God.